God whispers in my ear
Do you believe in me yet?
I shake my head forgetfully,
Doubting that we've ever met.

He tells me to turn over,
Instead I fake a left,
No matter what my choices,
Stained with regret.

He tells me everything will be fine,
so I ask him to fill in the last line
God laughs, life is serpentine 

Serenade me slowly as I sigh
Into a dreamless horizon.

Ease my raging impatience as
I find some things never change.

Here I am,

reaching out
for things
i was made
to throw
a
way .

I begin to stumble, as I fall.

Glorified silences leave
considerations to date
Amplified de-emphasis
to Cautiously mate

Fluttering photographic memories
Delete spaces between times
of pleasure essence tainted will
and logic redefined.